As I trace your lips with the tip of my tongue,
I get the masculine taste of you
You taste sweet, yet slightly salty,
From the gentle sweat we are working up.
The way my tongue darts in and out of your mouth to caress,
It drives you completely crazy with lustful need.
But, alas my lover, you somehow keep it under control
As you gently grasp my face between your two work worn hands.
With you holding my face ever so gently
You bend down and kiss me ever so sweetly.
You, my gentle warrior, know all the right words
The words that make my heart melt.
Through all of this you tell me you
That you love me and that you will always be there for me.
And this my lover is all I need to hear
As your finger tips slide through my hair.
You my gentle warrior, my one true love are all I’ll ever need.
NJ Shotwell
08-04-1998
2040
Portside Cinema, P’cola FL
Revised 07-19-2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
Rainbows, shooting Stars and Birthday Wishes
Rainbows, shooting stars and birthday wishes,
these are all the things you in believe in as a child.
Bills, work and a never ending headache
these are the things you deal with as an adult.
Kick the can, double-dutch and capture the flag
are the games you fondly remember.
Aspirin, ulcers and struggling to make ends meet
are the things you end up with as you grow older.
To be able to just be free and have no restraints,
but than you realize that, that time has pasted.
Rainbows, shooting stars and birthday wishes
don’t you wish you could be young again.
NJ Shotwell
03-05-07
2156
Revised 07-19-10
these are all the things you in believe in as a child.
Bills, work and a never ending headache
these are the things you deal with as an adult.
Kick the can, double-dutch and capture the flag
are the games you fondly remember.
Aspirin, ulcers and struggling to make ends meet
are the things you end up with as you grow older.
To be able to just be free and have no restraints,
but than you realize that, that time has pasted.
Rainbows, shooting stars and birthday wishes
don’t you wish you could be young again.
NJ Shotwell
03-05-07
2156
Revised 07-19-10
Sunday, July 18, 2010
The Prawn
When I look into your eyes
I see hope and unconditional love.
When I hold you close
I feel like there is nothing I can’t do.
When you tell me that you love me
My heart swells and my eyes water.
When you wipe away my tears
I know somehow we’ll always make it.
When I tuck you in at night
I always have to watch your beautiful face as you fall asleep.
When you wake me up the next morning
I am always surprised how your smile makes me feel.
Just know that I love you
And you will always be my “Prawn”.
NJ Shotwell
03-05-2007
Revised 07-18-2010
Twinkle
I sit here looking up at the thousands of stars that twinkle
And all I can think of is you.
I look out at the pool and think of the fun we had
And all the fun we will have in the future.
I miss my babydoll, I miss you
More than I ever thought possible.
I miss the nights when we lay on the couch
And started many, many movies.
I remember the look of hunger in your eyes
When I showed you my presents…. In your favorite color.
I can’t wait to see that look again,
But even with missing you like this I know this is what we need.
This I a test of our relationship
To see how strong we are.
I know we are both very strong
And that we will get through this.
This and any other thing that life throws at us
To try and stop us from loving each other.
I just want you to remember that I love you
And that I will always be here for you no matter what.
-NJ Shotwell
10-09-1998
Revised 07-18-2010
And all I can think of is you.
I look out at the pool and think of the fun we had
And all the fun we will have in the future.
I miss my babydoll, I miss you
More than I ever thought possible.
I miss the nights when we lay on the couch
And started many, many movies.
I remember the look of hunger in your eyes
When I showed you my presents…. In your favorite color.
I can’t wait to see that look again,
But even with missing you like this I know this is what we need.
This I a test of our relationship
To see how strong we are.
I know we are both very strong
And that we will get through this.
This and any other thing that life throws at us
To try and stop us from loving each other.
I just want you to remember that I love you
And that I will always be here for you no matter what.
-NJ Shotwell
10-09-1998
Revised 07-18-2010
Best Friends
You say you are y best friend
But you never listen to me when I need you.
I say lets go do something
But you were always too busy.
Now I am the busy one and
You, my friend, are now the one upset.
I have always been there for you
But you were always with one of them.
I have tried my damnedest to keep
Ur friendship together.
Yet you just keep pushing me
Further and further away.
Then you ask me to do something
And I instantly come to your side.
Than you push me away again,
Like yesterday’s trash.
I don’t know how much more
Of this my heart can take.
Not only am I losing m mind,
But I’m also losing my best friend.
-NJS
03-13-1997
But you never listen to me when I need you.
I say lets go do something
But you were always too busy.
Now I am the busy one and
You, my friend, are now the one upset.
I have always been there for you
But you were always with one of them.
I have tried my damnedest to keep
Ur friendship together.
Yet you just keep pushing me
Further and further away.
Then you ask me to do something
And I instantly come to your side.
Than you push me away again,
Like yesterday’s trash.
I don’t know how much more
Of this my heart can take.
Not only am I losing m mind,
But I’m also losing my best friend.
-NJS
03-13-1997
The Meeting
The first time we met we were in the
hallway and you bumped into my trying to pass.
The nest time was in the lunch line and you
dumped your lunch in my lap because you tripped.
The third time was at our lockers,
for we were right next to each other.
The time at our lockers was when I
lost my heart and it floated your way.
That is a day I’ll never forget
because that’s the day I let my heart slip.
We glanced at each other all day through,
shyly and slowly at first.
Then at last you smiled my way
and brightened my entire day.
On that very same day
you also gave me your heart.
Natasha Joell Shotwell
8th Grade
1993-1994
hallway and you bumped into my trying to pass.
The nest time was in the lunch line and you
dumped your lunch in my lap because you tripped.
The third time was at our lockers,
for we were right next to each other.
The time at our lockers was when I
lost my heart and it floated your way.
That is a day I’ll never forget
because that’s the day I let my heart slip.
We glanced at each other all day through,
shyly and slowly at first.
Then at last you smiled my way
and brightened my entire day.
On that very same day
you also gave me your heart.
Natasha Joell Shotwell
8th Grade
1993-1994
My Heart
The heart is a very special gift to give,
and every time mine beats it beats for you.
Each time you place your hand over my heart,
it beats faster and harder just from your touch.
I would give a million of my heartbeats,
just to feel one of your against my cheek.
You are a deep meaning of my life,
without you my heart feels as if it beats no more.
Natasha Joell Shotwell
1994
revised 01-21-07
and every time mine beats it beats for you.
Each time you place your hand over my heart,
it beats faster and harder just from your touch.
I would give a million of my heartbeats,
just to feel one of your against my cheek.
You are a deep meaning of my life,
without you my heart feels as if it beats no more.
Natasha Joell Shotwell
1994
revised 01-21-07
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